I made myself quiet
I made myself dumb
I made myself fragile
I made myself small
All for you
Do you feel like a man yet?
XXX•VIII•XIX
*Be loud, be brilliant, be fierce, be majestic. You weren’t born to be less, you weren’t born to be caged.
Tag: writing
The Feeling of Waiting
Watching time quickly slip through your fingers as it drags on forever.
XIII• XII•XVII
Hope
Believing when there is no reason to.
XIV•XII•XVII
Lie
When I said it didn’t matter you didn’t choose me.
When I said I wouldn’t think of you anymore.
When I said you shouldn’t call me.
When I said I was okay.
XIV•XII•XVII
Tears
An ocean you didn´t know you had in you.
XXII•XI•XVII
Goodbye
I stand motionless at your feet unwilling to move, knowing I should go.
But you´re not home.
You never promised me anything and I can´t keep waiting for you to do.
XXII•XI•XVII
Beggar
I deserve to be loved but I constantly find myself begging to be.
VI•XII•XVII
You
Wandering a desert and feeling the first drop of rain kiss my face.
Drowning in an endless ocean and coming up for fresh air.
Being color blind and opening my eyes to electric shades of wonder.
All I wished for standing in front of me saying ¨hello¨.
XXIV•XI•XVII
Painted Moments
My mind is filled with thoughts of you, like an ocean is filled with memories of those who dared sail the seas.
I wish I could drown out the sound, but everything I see screams of you and me; painted moments of a boy who ran wild and free.
Every word left unsaid remains with me, unwritten story of a beautiful boy I loved dearly.
Oh how I wish you had stayed with me.
XI•XV•XIV
Moving On
Taking a step towards a future you didn’t think you would have to know.
Walking away when you thought you had found it all.
Watching time heal those parts someone else broke.
Daring your heart to hope once more.
XIII•XII•XVII
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