story – P I L A R

Goodbye

I stand motionless at your feet unwilling to move, knowing I should go.

But you´re not home.

You never promised me anything and I can´t keep waiting for you to do.

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I deserve to be loved but I constantly find myself begging to be.

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My mind is filled with thoughts of you, like an ocean is filled with memories of those who dared sail the seas.

I wish I could drown out the sound, but everything I see screams of you and me; painted moments of a boy who ran wild and free.

Every word left unsaid remains with me, unwritten story of a beautiful boy I loved dearly.

Oh how I wish you had stayed with me.

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